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It's tiring always being the one that's asking and wanting
What's the point when it's only one party wanting, defeats the whole purpose of being a couple.
Maybe I'll be better off alone
Current status: Dirty and lazing in bed (My brows look good heh)
Office politics are getting so sickening and gross, whoever that's trying to play this game should be condemned to the 18th level of hell and reincarnated into a pig.
That aside, maybe it'd be good to give each other more free space for abit, in hope that we would come back a little more energised, more healthy and less sleepy.
Yawns.
Happy 43th month;
Yes you've heard right, that was my heart shattering into pieces.
Some scars, they just don't heal.
They hurt so badly and sometimes,
all you can do is to bury those tears under your blanket.
Maybe after all, we're all just pretending.
I was told to have expectations, but when expectations fail I don't really like that upsetting feeling of disappointment.
So honestly, I'd prefer to go without it.
Today, I just thought that if it was the first day of our rs, you would have taken the extra miles (literally).
Upon realizing that being not okay or upset isn't really going to change the current stage of things, you settle into being okay.
I couldn't rebut cause I did wrong.
But those angry words, they pierced like daggers.
It's so damn frustrating to be reading your posts and I swear I'm never going back there ever again.
I really wonder when will you stop letting all those insecurities stop you from pursuing someone you love. Really can't believe that on one hand you're telling me that no you two are just friends and there's nothing of the romance sort going on with so much conviction and persistence but on the other hand, you're professing your love for her.What's worst was that I believed your words, how dumb can a person get.
And you don't need confidence to love someone, it's a feeling. I really hope you don't regret only after you've lost her.
Time to be man.
Oh my apologies, my care and concern will not be appreciated as usual so I shall just leave it at that (Yes, this is clearly sarcasm).
Probably because I really treated you as my friend, that's why I cared.
Attempt of going on a picnic fails all over again why is it so difficult sigh.
Nobody wants to go on a picnic with me.
Everyone always looks so happy when they're having their picnic food.
Always imagining making delicious sushi rolls and sandwhiches/ wraps.
Alright from today onwards I shall give up my picnic dream hahaa, shall not want any more picnics from now on.