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I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY
don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free

litttle mermaid.
Saturday, February 06, 2010

i'm sorry;
for not being able to call out for ball.
for not being able to inform you girls when i'm passing.
for not being able to shout to tell you that i can't receive your balls.
and for leaving only the ten of you on the pitch when my wrist got injured.

i feel really bad about it.




thirtysixOHnine
Thursday, February 04, 2010

picking up litters can never be fun,but it's different when threesix does it together.
i loveeee those girls even more after today.
it's difficult finding something so special and precious in aj,
gotta treasure it :D

we're the girls,we're the girls.
we're the girls from thirtysix,
we've comeeee to show our powerrrr,
we're the one and only class.
THIRTY SIX!




what a busy week
Sunday, January 31, 2010

CCAcarnival
started our preparation on tuesday,
AJ hockey sticks/banners/boards can be seen everywhere around school :D
haha was stayed in school till 9pm to finish everything.
thank you guys&girls for coming down to help!
managed to pull two whole lists of people to come down for try-outs.
oh the hockey promotional video was way awesomeeee.


Service Learning

cabbed down to telok blanga after training,
cab fares(for the whole week) have burned a large hole in my pocket,haha.
some of the kids were really rowdy but some were even more sensible then me i think.
oh hahaha i acted as a thief that went to steal a handphone to teach them the value of honesty.
and seriously,i don't know why keat's group is so protective over her to the extent that they came to bully us.
hehe was in the same group as germz and marcia, JEAN GREY ftw :D

juinli said: i can't walk much cause i fell and bruised/scrapped my knee.
lev said: i can't walk/run much cause i pulled my muscle.
keat said: i can't walk cause i've got SHORT LEGS.
what a joke,
haha.





congratulations in joining the AJ family
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

JC1s are coming in tomorrow.
i think it'll be funny seeing cedarian's glum faces when they step into the school,
and all my brother's friends who's being posted there.
oh i'll loathe the canteen even more now,
since it'll be so so crowded.

have to wake up early tomorrow for the run,
okay i should turn in soon if there's no homework :D




i {loveee} you hockers,i really do.
Sunday, January 24, 2010

i almost cried when i saw cass got injured,
and joanne came to say: lev if you cry i'll whack you.

yes yes hockey is a dangerous sports and accidents do happen every now and then.
maybe i should try to stop getting whacked by sticks/balls.
(okay not that i want to,but yeah.)

i really want everyone(the whole AJ hockey) to be safe when playing on pitch,
i don't want to see anymore accidents happening to anyone D:
we only have 35 more days left,
so please take care okayy.

hockey girls&guys;
please do not give up at this point of time,
all of us have this potential to play to our fullest.
no matter how many years/months/days you've been playing hockey,
as long as you played your best,
you're the world's best player (:
learn from the mistakes and not dwell on them.

&quoting from jx's blog:
don't lose faith, because if you believe in yourselves no one can put you down,
don't lose courage, because you need all the strength you have to fight,
don't lose your fighting spirit, because the remaining days will get tougher,
don't lose your determination, because you need to hold on to survive,
don't give up, because you've come too far to give everything away,
and don't ever lose your team spirit, because without it, nothing is possible, because only your team where everyone is in it together with you gives you faith, courage, fighting spirit and determination, all that you need to work miracles.


we're a team and we'll work miracles,
we supports each other through ups and downs,
cover up for each other when necessary.
oh laughter,sweat and tears will also all be in unison.

and i decided that from hookers,we'll become hockers :D








smile is a curve that sets everything straight.
Thursday, January 21, 2010

everything has been wonderful these few days (:
3hour long talk with my awesomeeee kor <3
& saiful's belated birthday celebration!

oh except for the minor car accident that i got into this morning.




we're a team
Sunday, January 17, 2010

good job girls!
it's a nice start and everything will only get better alright(:
so we'll just endure and go through all the tough/happy times together yeahhh.
and pleaseee know that you're never alone.




hear my cries
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

it's bleeding,and it wouldn't stop.
as much as I want to forget,
his image gets clearer every second.




smiley face
Saturday, January 09, 2010

thirtysixohnine chalet :D
tpy ntuc with melv and i had a hard time trying to find sweet potatoes.
in the end we cabbed there cause it rained (and there was 35% extra charge,argh)
started to show off my outdoor cooking first IC skills by trying to set up the fire which ended up nicely done,yay!
haha quite a number of people turned up,
snap a few photos and celebrated mel's birthday (:
okay i had a few sips of drink's drinks,
so it wasn't as bad as the previous chalet /:
i cabbed home and missed the midnight charges (which is 50% of the total fare) by 2mins,
haha was so happy about that.
went back the second day and we camped in the room to play some STUPIDDD games,which i lost terribly.
hope the forfeits wouldn't be uploaded on fb,haha.
bbq again and ariel was nice (with a motive actually,haha) to walk me out to the bustop.

met up with aijia and mok ytd :D
original plans was to study at bishan cc but we ended up in aijia's house.
haha sotong balls ftw (:

hockey training was goooooooooooood :D
haha had so much fun with the girls.
we had YOSHINOYA lunch,and it's a super uber big achievement cause we didn't eat MOS (:
okay la just laugh all you girls&guys want,
i'm so immune to it already,haha.
(oh man saiful laughed too though)




it's a early early morning
Monday, January 04, 2010

yawns it's 9plus in the morning.
and i'm so bored that i came to blog,haha.
my dad woke me up when i was in the middle of a sweet sweet dream D:
it was my first dream of the year okay and he had to destroy it like that.
argh,bad daddy haha.
my plans was actually to wake up at eleven,pack my stuffs and go out straight to meet the girls for lunch (which most probbably will be mos AGAIN) and then awesomeeee hockey training.
oh well training will help me to lose some mugger fats (as quoted from someone huh).
haha but the fact is mugger stress killed my appetite so i should have lost weight :D
woohoooo.


p.s i really can't wait for the popeye's in jubilee to start business cause i'm seriously craving for their mash potato!




i'm tired of being tired
Sunday, January 03, 2010

i've got a taste of betrayal yesterday,
but i'll make it the last time.

cause it spoils my tastebuds.




a new start
Thursday, December 31, 2009

it's gonna be a brand new year :D
new year's eve was spent with vanessa,gin,mohd,ami,zn,lio,adwin and ahbi.
(actually i don't usually list out all the names,haha)

had our dinner at suntec astons.
oh well,teasing was full force (as usual) tonight.
haha i had my all-time favourite chargrill chicken (:
yummyyyy.


okay it's thanks-giving time.

hockey girls&guys it's really been a up-and-down year with you girls and everything we did was lovely ttm.i think i can never ever forget all those mos burger meals we have after every training,which actually can sum up to three times per week!sometimes there might be disagreements between us but often it'll just disappear with a puff,i really love you girls :D

haha and for the guys,it had been nice and fun having trainings with you all (: you guys make us toughen up alot (okay,maybe not that much actually) in a game.and bbq was fun!

aijia&vanessa&gin&winghay i know i've been ranting about the same thing over and over again and i really appreciate that you all can listen about it over and over about it,hahahaha.you girls seriously brought colours to my life and on monday we should start whacking ballsssssss!

36/09
amazing class and i'm glad i spent a year with you although i don't know if this class of ours will keep intact next year,haha.we've been through all the shit together this year and we'll continue to be there for each other okay

bradster babes all the never ending choinging mugger sessions just before promos was loveeee.haha all the nonsense we went through together and bradster babes sentosa outing was fabulous!especially during parajump when i die die also don't want to jump,but you galzs' encouragement was what made me take the step and jump!LEV YOU ALL!

the korean yobusayeo.you're in korea now and so remember to bring back all the niceee food for me okay!especially kimchi (my favourite) :D thank you for being like an elder sister to me for this past year and seriously listening to all my rantings and nonsense no matter what time of the day is it!I LOVE YOU.

jessica&charmaine&melissa you three have been tangled with me for years!and i guess we can never untangle yourselves and go seperate ways in this lifetime,haha.i'm glad our friendship stood strong throughout all this years.and you know i love you three like nobody's business!

ella&joy i know we drifted real lot this year,but i really loveee you two alottt okay.we've all been busy with our own trainings but nothing changes our friendship.the two years we spent together was really happy happy and happy :D muackxz.

mok i've tons to thank you about you know,hahaha.but everything's in the heart and i know you know what i want to say to you.you've been there for me for 5 whole years,and it was really awesome having you by my side! :D

huishan oh man i just realised we've known each other for 5 years!hahahahaha thank you for all your nonsense that add much laughter to my life and teaching me the art of tapping people's shoulders okay :D love ya!

joshua you've kept that secret really well :D thank you and good job!and you know yours are safe with me,hahahahhaa.oh and thank you for the talks too.and please give me the cupcake recipe! :D

ami my wonderful teasing partner huh.thanks for everything :D hahahaha shouldn't mention about stuffs here if not the rest will use this as a new topic to tease righttt,hahaha.

cutie's admirer (aka mohd!) hahaha nice name right,i know you like it!yeah thanks for all the nonsense you've provided through all the messages and msn conversations.hahaha it has really been fun with you for this past half year and we should have huron outing soon :D


a new year,
a new start.
GO GO GO!







santa's coming to townnnn
Saturday, December 26, 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
oh well I spent my day mugging.
but I still had a feast though cause aijia's mum cooked really yummy chilli crab,haha.
and there was a party at lang's house today which I left before even eating turkey and my favourite prawn salad ): sobs.
okay i'm falling really ill so I shouldn't go out tomorrow and start spreading germs around!
by the way,it really sucks to be studying when you're sick.




knock some sense into this life of mine
Monday, December 21, 2009

the journey home today made me think alot,
all aspect of life actually.
i don't know why i've been feeling kinda down&out recently,
the same feeling as when i got the eternal goodbye from you.
at some instances i feel that my existence in this world wouldn't make much of a difference to anyone.
and the feeling kinda sucks.

oh well,i guess it's just because of the stress i've been feeling due to rpaper.




this is how i spell L-O-V-E
Wednesday, December 16, 2009































hockey bbq :D
cum 'the perfect getaway' with the girls(:
woohhoooo enjoyed everything that we did.
i've to say that gin gin was really brave,
i declare her as 'my-idol-of-the-day'!

it was gooood bonding for the girls&guys too (:
and it was even better cause saiful came,haha.




crazyyyy midnighttalk
Friday, December 11, 2009

okay i'm really bored now.
had a phone conversation with vanessa longggg till 3.38am (to be exact),haha.
we can talk crap like no one's business,
but it's these mid-night talks that i missed.
she called at 130am and my ringtone woke my whole family up /:
ohhhh i can't believe ami firdaus just fell asleep like that,
omg he's the best seriously.
hahahahaha he's going to oversleep again.

yay watching new moon and bbq on monday :D
i'm going to play squirrel and tree with gin,
*evil laughters* haha.

okayyy training in two hours (:




what a day
Tuesday, December 08, 2009

i think it's a reallyyy crazy time to be blogging now.
but i need to voice this horrible day(yesterday i mean) out.
training was hell tough,but fun :D
lunch at our all-time 'favourite' restaurant,
and then was a miraculously-crazy-long three hours bus ride home with gin.
i swear i almost died on the bus with my splitting headache.
reached home at almost six and i went to sleep with a fever ):
checked my precious phone,
and i got a freaking message.
okay i wouldn't wantt to elaborate on that.

on a happy note,
mummy bought me the pair of shoes that i've been eyeing for months :D




haaa chooooooo
Friday, December 04, 2009

i'm trying to catch my nose back /:
haha.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE :D
Sunday, November 29, 2009

these few days were awesomeeee,
it was like everlasting fun :D

went back to cedar for open house on sat with the hockey girls,
the school is pretty ttm.
everything seems familiar,
yet foreign at the same time.
haha i know it sounds weird,
but that was how i felt then.

and today was lev-ly germz's birthday,
woke up early in the morning to get to tpy to give this girl a surprise.
in the end she was still sleeping at homeeee /:
laze(or rather sleep) around in her house till twelve,
and we went to eat yakun.
after that was pool at safra.
hehe lastly was shopping with mummy and feldman :D
love everything i did today!
wooohooo.




the sweetness in my heart
Saturday, November 21, 2009

i loveeee ice cream :D
haha aijia and i had TWO servings of ice cream yesterday :D
one before and one after training!
the rest ate after hockey.
i ate strawberry and strawberry banana,
it was really yummyyyyyy.

i don't know why,
but eating ice cream makes me really happy (:
vanessa and aijia thought i was crazy smiling to myself while eating it,haha.






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