Lev

This few days haven't been exactly great cause of the never-ending schoolwork, timed practices and afternoon lectures. Ninty plus more days to my big A's! ): Everything seems to be working at a faster pace and I'm trying very very hard to keep up, come back home dead tired everyday. I need a scholarship so that I can fly out of this country.

School has been a torture, hellish for me. Everyday I wake up trying to find a reason to tell mummy hoping that I'll get to skip school. Cause going to school means that I've to face everything that I'd wish I can just poof and forget. That's why sometimes I hope that I can just get knocked down by a car and lose my memory. How great would that be.

Try having someone saying 'You ruined it.' in your face when you don't mean for all these to happen, it can hurt like it never did before. And the worst thing is that, you try all your best to hate him for saying that but then realise you can't. You try to pretend that you're already moving on, but everyone can clearly see that you're still there, standing at the same spot. And then you realise, you're living in a world full of lies and facade.