Lev

But my daily ice cream therapy doesn't seem to be working these few days,
throwing tamtrums and being emo momo as and when it comes.
Especially today (actually ytd), the magical thingy of an ice cream seems to have lost its effects on me. It's the only thing that can probably digest well in my stomach.

The stress level that's building up in me is reaching it's capacity, gonna exceed optimal level soon ):
I'm a girl with no life and doing GP at this hour which I should be getting my beauty sleep.
Sighh 'sleeping' seems to be a luxury for me now.
There's forever things that's on my agenda waiting for me to do, a thousand and one things.
Okay but that kinda makes me busy until some time like 2am, and then my thoughts will start running wild, like really wild. Sometimes when I try to pull myelf back to work, I find myself lifting my head up from the table and it's already 6am. And I don't know why I can think about someone, something (plus occasional dozing off) for a whole 4 hours.

I know I need to carry on with my life and stop all this nonsense that I'm giving myself, but it's just me being myself. How I wish my mind could rule my heart. I really wished so.




I'm sorry for turning away today,
I did try to put on a smile.