Lev

Nah, I thought it was going to be easy. It takes so much to pluck up my courage to be able to step foot onto that piece of land. No matter how wide my smile appeared to be today, somewhere at the back of my mind, you were lingering. That place just holds too much memories, memories that I actually hoped never existed in the first place. At every same spot, the feeling and thoughts I had that day just flooded back to me without mercy. It was painful to recall, but maybe the only way to make me face up to it.

Yeah it was a test and I failed,
oh well but glad that maybe you've actually passed it.