Lev

Can you just leave me alone and never come back again?
I'm so sick of you knocking on my door as and when you like. You make my immune system so weak and vulnerable to all those bacteria and germs. You make me feel depressed and vomit out that already so pathetic amount of food that I can possibly consume. I know you're satan and I needa fight you to become strong again, but now I really don't have the energy to.
You may be having all the fun in the world taking my emotions on a rollercoaster ride, but just fyi, I'm not exactly having a great time here. I hate to feel sad and lose my happy self.
I know all these visits from you will be inevitable for now but I'll be very grateful if you can like postpone these visits and come only after my A levels. Because right now, I don't want to think about anything else besides my studies.
Yes A levels, the all so almighty exam that took away so many things in my life, I cannot lose to it you know.

Thank you so much for your kind understanding.