Lev

Ohhh I walked home from srg cc today. It was a nice walk under the stars, but somehow I wished that maybe there could be another person walking with me, then it wouldn't have felt that lonely and empty. An hour of walking did my heart some good, gazing at the stars make me felt that you're still watching out for me from above. I don't know why but I've been thinking of you quite frequently these few days.

I thought three months' of effort and hardwork have finally shown a little result in my life. But no, not yet. I kept on telling myself that I don't have time to grieve over spilled milk cause there are so many things waiting for me to complete. But ytd I really couldn't help it. I didn't know how to express my feelings and emotions that's why I cried, I'm really sorry for worrying you all early in the morning ):

It's really a feeling that I can't explain and I just felt like crying. It's so familiar a scene that I know doesn't belong to me anymore, so real a story I know I can't return to anymore. And it's just going to be a bus model that remains in the box cause I'm the only one left in it.

Afterall, our story didn't end with happily ever after..