Lev

Should I actually doubt your intelligence level or should I doubt mine?

Excuse me, your sudden silence and then outburst of laughter after I'm out of the toilet made me feel really uncomfortable. But primarily, it's just disappointment my my side. I really do wonder what you've told her to make her (and her friend too) see me as a joke to the extent that I can still hear her all-so-loud laughters even after walking five steps and then bumping into you. Oh how great yeah. I'm beginning to feel detestful towards everything that is going on. I'm so sick and tired of all the weird stares that I get. It's not easy to tolerate all these stares (that actually makes me feel like a sinner towards you) and then act as if nothing happened you know. I've already decided to throw away any little hope that I'm still harbouring so you all may actually want to leave me alone.

It became relatively unbearable even after gulping down one whole can of coffee. Cause the feeling to being treated as a fool really sucks. To begin with, I shouldn't have trusted. Should have just continued to close myself up and treat any other guy that comes along as a passer-by, and nothing more than that. I've probably convinced myself that love is some complex toxic that was invented by the aliens to wipe out the human race by slowing ripping everyone's heart apart. Even so, the funny thing is that the foolish humans still willingly get attacked by this toxic time and again, even if they know that in the end, they will probably just end up torn and tattered.

Then again, they are stupid people. But I'm not. So hey there, please don't treat me like one, cause the eruption of a inactive volcano may be too spectacular a scene for you all, so you may actually want to give it a miss. Just go ahead with anything that you two deem fit and I'm not gonna give a damn about it.

Thank you.